Pretty?
It's one of the things I see everyday when I go home. But apart from the barren land, do you notice that I go home rather late? And this occurs on most of the week. Conclusion, I'm tired...really...but I'm going to continue with this life style because living gives me a purpose only when I work my ass off these things I signed up for.
I signed up for endless work and eye bags, for fatigue and a no-Playstation routine.

And now, I'm faced with choices to make. In economic terms, choice is the act of choosing between alternatives. So what is the rational decision making in this case? Do I have more margnial benefits than costs? Seriously, I don't think anyone will think that much when they make decisions. I just based it on intuition. What is my opportunity cost? Wait a minute, I have this line I thought of on the bus home.

Sacrifices make opprtunity cost sound so childish.

He said, "You can't have everything. You need to find out what you want." So cliche? But I have nothing to say to that. Because I'm that selfish. I want everything. I thought I can handle all those commitments. I trust my ability to manage my time well (at least I'm trying to.) But when I'm put to the test now, of different work overlapping, is it time to start analysing which is obligation and which is passion? I will have to give up something along the way. A whole-hearted passion for anyone. On second thoughts, that sound nice. I can't be totally IN one commitment anyway. Might as well experience more by working on everyone of them.

Math test, tomorrow?

Yeah, I know. I suck. I still don't get the graphs. But I'll try to do the Practice Questions today. No Pokemon until the weekend. Haha, yea, you heard right, Pokemon!!!

I felt embarrassed today for explaining things wrongly. Plasticine is Plastic which is a type of Polymer. I am crazy. Lalala, quoted from Ryan. The SJI guy did so well...but I think a lot of people were held up at my station. Time-consuming. Eww. Uhh...And he made me feel like my work is all done by pulling strings. Help from others doesn't mean I'm shit-quality, that much I know. Confidence I don't have, I only have a life for people to laugh at. My only advantage is that I sound good, but even if I have no skills to boast of, at least I still sound good. =) Okay, dinner time now.

 06S08 rocks!!!